Miss Tia's Journal
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Monday, November 23, 2009
10:45PM - pissy day
drizzling, miserable day....i'm also in a mood....not just due to the weather either...
learned i will NOT complete all my requirements this semester so i shan't be graduating next month....it will now be May 2010....boo!!! there are positives to this---more time to work on a better writing sample for my grad school ap, won't be so stressed with school taking the GRE, etc...but i'm being pouty mcpout pout pout about it today....
i really wish kent would go back to the college catalogs in PAPER so students could have their copy! instead you have to read hundreds of pages online and depend on advisors....advisors are not dependable...
if i went to an imaginary school i would already have my degree!!!
in GOOD news i got my political thought exam back today....i thought i might definitely gotten a B because i was sure i missed half of the multi-choice but i knew i did well on the essays....i thought i got half the extra credit right too....i got a 103.5%!! the guy in front of me got his exam first and he got a 93% and i got mine next and saw my score and wow....
without the extra credit i would have gotten a 96%....i only missed 5 out of 22 of the multiple choice and on the short essays i got 19 out of 20 and on the long essay i got 30 out of 30....
so i am pleased with that!!!
still fucking pissed that i completed all that work this weekend and i didn't need to now since i STILL have ANOTHER requirement to do!! fucking pisses me off! i could have been working on one of my papers i have due next week!!! argh!!!!!!!! so i'm gonna go to bed and reread 'under a cruel star' to take notes for the paper i have to write on that....then i have a paper to write about the history of spiritualism this weekend....bah....plus i have to read a book on reconstruction for my one class...
maybe tomorrow won't be so pissy....'twould be nice if the sun came out or if it wasn't so drizzly and gray and BLAH!
Saturday, November 21, 2009
12:30PM
forgots to mention the other day driving home from school it was shortly after 5pm and dark oh how i hate it when it gets dark so early! but i was on mogadore road in kent and deer were crossing to get to plum creek! saw one run across so i stopped---as once you see one deer there is usually more---and here comes another one just slowly walking across the road!!!
love deer and i always cheer when a deer hunter is killed in a hunting accident...yes, really i do....if you hunt you best run along and play elsewhere.....don't wanna hear that there's too many deer, blah blah blah....well you know what? there's too many people! what'cha gonna do about that huh huh????
bath water is walking....after that need to work on my papers!!! must turn in monday or i don't graduate!!! but wait....i go to an imaginary school so it's imaginary work right???? or according to that other lunatic, it's just a liberal arts degree so it's EASY.....an easy imaginary degree! YEAH!!!
bought a bj's membership yesterday so edward will have his own card! yeah!!!
went to petdumb to get some more cat food but they STILL didn't have my brand in stock!! the purina one urinary tract health one is ALWAYS sold out...you'd think (THINK is the key word here) that that would be a clue for them to ORDER MORE! an employee said to call tuesday as that's when they'd get more in.....i'll go in wednesday and if it's in stock i'll buy the whole stock!!!
sucks too cuz it's on sale for $16 a bag but i'll have to buy a bag monday at vmac for $22 since petdumb can't keep it in stock! petDUMB!
poliahu today thought it would be fun to destroy a full sized comforter....was going to put that up over my double living room winters for winter cold draft control....now it's in the trash....stuffing EVERYWHERE....damn dog...
Thursday, November 19, 2009
10:42PM
this picture today from people of walmart just fascinates me...i mean, wouldn't you think you had a problem when you have tits on your back??? how big is your front??? tits on your back....i mean....damn....this chick ate way too many twinkies....
still upset over that lady yesterday....the one with REAL cancer and NO insurance who has PRIDE....why do people like that get real diseases and the ones who fake succeed in ripping off places??
the book i really needed from the library was not there! despite me getting an email that it was ready for pickup! ARGH! i'll phone tomorrow to check again as the guy said he'd call that branch of ksu to see if it was in transit....i did some get some other books i needed, but i was counting on that one! hmmm...
another presentation today....another 'i'll blog about you' thought filled class....this chick claimed that she lost 40#s in a month and a half when she was in 8th grade and no one said anything to her! no teachers, not her parents, not the volleyball coach! WTF?!? and she would only eat celery.....i don't buy it...maybe she lost 4#s....
oh and she claims she overcame this issue by herself....i don't buy it....
stopped at vmac on my way to school as i needed a sweatshirt as it was chilly and the one i was gonna wear was still damp from the dryer and that wouldn't do me no good....was gonna buy a kent state sweatshirt but no, no they didn't have kent state sweatshirts....they had akron u, cleveland team ones, but no kent state...now they had kent state long sleeve t's and rugby shirts....but no sweatshirt....
a vmac employee was putting out shirts and i asked if they had any kent state sweatshirts and she said no, but here's a nice browns sweatshirt...i looked at her as bitchily as i could and i said "I HATE cleveland teams"....she had a clueless second and then said "but how could you?" "because their fans fucking suck and have no sense of fun and i hope every cleveland team looses so much the teams move to other cities".....then i smiled as i then noticed her 'browns' pin on her vmac smock and i walked away....
i do really hate cleveland teams....i really really do....and it is mostly because of their fans....i'm from iowa....you like the bears and the cubs or white sox and if they loose oh well there's always the next game or next season just have a good time....not with these mother fuckers....
alas i found a nice flannel jacket...that will suffice!
anyway....i think i got one of the most unique grinch gifts for edward...can't post it here as he sometimes reads here...if you're on facebook, i'll post it there...if i told him to stay off here he'd show up for sure! :) will have to wait and i'll post it after i give it to him for xmas....
been doing xmas shopping via ebay....buying the neighborhood kids gift as i always do...have gotten a few off ebay but i think the rest i will get from kmart as i can buy gift cards at giant eagle and get .20 off a gallon of gas for every $50 i spend in gift cards....will get a kmart card, a home depot card for future house work, pet dumb card for cat/dog rations, etc....should end up with a free tank of gas!!! YES!!!
went to dollar general today....yet another new cashier....this one just fell off the potato truck, which is what i thought at first so i'm writing my first thought though you'll see that was not the case....i make it a point to NOT relift a bag of cat litter for them to scan as it's 20# and i am still having back problems (Back cancer) and i don't want to aggravate my alleviating vertigo (inner ear cancer)....so i put it in the cart and will not lift it again til it goes in my van....i always volunteer to read the upc code to them and i read it slowly, 2 #s then a pause, etc....or they can lift it...
so potato dumpling won't lift it either, which i have no problem with but wants me to lift it and turn it upside down so she can scan the upc....uh, no, i'm not lifting it but i can clearly see the upc code let me read it to you....no, you might read the code to a cheaper item so i really have to scan it....ooooooooookkkkkkkkkkkkkkaaaaaaaaaa
i read it again, this time 1 # then a pause and i didn't say the next # until i saw her press the key on the register....again, she got it wrong....."ma'am you have to hand me one" "NO I DON'T, I HAVE A BAD BACK, COULD YOU JUST PICK IT UP YOURSELF???" "NO, I CAN'T!"
detente for 10 seconds....ticking....time.....bomb.....
same one....poor soul....i said i don't want to lift if unnecessary and i read the # to the cashier slowly which the cashier affirmed i did but it kept coming up wrong.....the manager knew i didn't like to relift items and said they knew i read the upc slowly....i reread it again....worked!!! the manager gave the cashier a WTF? look and the cashier said she couldn't really READ WELL!
OMFG!!! can you believe that?!?!?!? this lady had to have been in her 50s....how fucking sad is that???? and she got a job as a cashier?! she said she applied for stock but the manager who hired her put her on cashier....i just was stuck there as the manager on duty asked how many customers she had checked out and she said about 50 but she can count money really good and if the item scans she's okay!
wow.....how sad that she can't read #s or letters real well.....i cannot imagine...and yes i did feel like an ass for thinking she fell off the potato truck!!
so here's another day and here's another person trying to live their life and she's working, not sucking up all the welfare she can scam, trying to make an honest living and she can't fucking read real well....wow...the manager said he'd make sure she was in the stock room from now on....
the manager was nice enough to take my litter to my van....i said there was quite a spate of cashiers and yes, it's tis the season they said.....i said i hoped that lady kept her job and they said oh absolutely, that they have had illiterate people work for them before and they were usually the best workers they had and that dollar general had a program to help them gain literacy skills....
i did ask about the christian cashier and said i hadn't seen her....they're like "you think you would?" and laughed....hahahahaha...yeah...hope baby jesus helps her get another job!
i wouldn't be surprised if that christian cashier is one of those people who fakes illnesses....psychopaths.....a lot of psychopaths are psychotic and have like religious delusions and profess to be real good christians while they're fucking everyone of their spouses friends but claims they were faithful....yeah, it's not adultery if you take your wedding ring off before you fuck right?
whores, psychopaths, psychos, delusional fucks who take advantage of good hearted people cuz they feel they are 'owed' something....and then good people who can't read well or who have real illnesses of which they are dying from have something called PRIDE that prohibits them accepting charity....
there are just some things in our world that are totally out of whack....society needs to stop accepting people who scam places and fake shit....
i could type more but my feet are cold and i'm gonna get in bed....you know i have more to say on this topic.....
contemplativeWednesday, November 18, 2009
5:33PM
YES!!!!! inner ear cancer miracle cure!!! i'm serial, as al gore on south park would say...steroid shot!!! YEAH!!!!!!!!! 100mgs of kenalog!!! YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!! she doesn't like to give me more than my april steroid shot cuz i am predisposed to oesteoporious [sic] and have oesteopenia (pre oesteoporious) and steroids don't help that! but steroids are the only thing that helps my allergies!
so i got a kenalog shot--in my right arm, so that if the muscles collapse from the shot like they did in my left arm, they'll match...haha....and she prescribed antibiotics as i am borderline at a sinus infection so it might help plus the steroids lower my immunity, so they'll cover me increase i'm exposed to germs....
and i gotta tell ya, i am already starting to feel better.....i'm serial....steriod shot takes total effect within 24 hours...but you can start getting effects within a few hours which am! YES! i'm serial!!! really serial!
took my antibiotic prescription up to my pharmacy and got a couple other refills...said i'd be back in an hour or so....then i went petdumb to get cat food...they had 1 bag and i wanted to buy like 5....sigh....did get 1 bag as i needed it....but i did want to stock up....
then i went to bjs...didn't have my list...but i got 3 out of 4 items on it....they also had sunflower seeds on clearance so i got the last 2 40# bags....gotta feed the birds and squirrels!....
took that stuff home, let the dogs out, then went back up to the pharmacy....stuff not ready....sigh.....sat there waiting which i hate doing as i am not accomplishing anything when i sit there, ya know?
sitting there and in comes a woman who is obviously very ill....she is walking with a cane, she has a hat on, but you can see she is bald....her face is very gaunt but you can tell she is young, late 20s, early 30s....she's picking up prescriptions too....i wasn't trying to overhear but it's crowded in there and even though i was sitting in the waiting area you can totally overhear everything....
she lost her insurance as she can no longer work because she's terminal....she has to pay cash and her husband is about to be laid off...she was picking up some patches for pain and was trying to figure out how many she could pay for...a boy about 10 at this point joined her and wanted a quarter to get some gum from a machine....the pharmacist told her that they would donate half the cost of prescriptions for her but she insisted she wanted to pay and didn't want to leave debts for her family....the pharmacist said she wouldn't owe them anything, they would donate half the cost to her and her told her to save or spend the money on her children.....
it was a very upsetting conversation to listen too for about 5 minutes...she didn't want any charity, she wanted to pay for them as she still had her pride and the man kept saying their was no shame in accepting help and what she saved would let her save more for her children and family and she really needed the daily pain patch so she could spend her days pain free to spend with her children and husband and he said christmas was coming up and she could spend the money on nice gifts and then she said "well okay then since this will be my last christmas with my family" omg.....and she said this so matter of factly....her son was over buying gum, so i dunno if she would have said that like that if he was there or not....i had to go walk over to another section cuz i was just so upset hearing that.....
her prescriptions were going to take awhile and she said she would come back in a few hours.....mine were ready shortly after that and i talked to the pharmacist and gave him $20 to take off HER portion of what she was going to pay....i wish i could have gave more....and yes, i trust them to take the $20 off.....they're very honest....
but here's this lady with REAL cancer, DYING from said real cancer and doesn't want to accept charity because she has PRIDE and this will be the last christmas for her and her family...and she doesn't have insurance either.....then we have people with fake cancers, fake broken bones, fake MS, with zero pride taking advantage of charities and taking advantage of everyone they can and who have insurance that they abuse.....those are the people who are going to have a tortured afterlife...i don't believe in heaven or hell....but i do believe there is justice either in this life or the next...
left there and went to walgreens to get some new toothbrushes....i was so upset about that lady--and yes i know i'm a sap but that was upsetting----that i ONLY bought toothbrushes at walgreens....you know how i love walgreens....but nope....not today....just got the toothbrushes and left....
now i got some school work to do....and some housework....but yeah!!! inner ear cancer miracle cure!! and yes, we know i'm joking about that and if you have a brain you understand that.....my heart goes out to that lady totally....i wish her cancer could get transferred to someone who truly deserves it....and i know a few people who truly deserve it....
11:08AM
have a dr's appointment today as i am still shaky vertigo wise and this shit MUST BE STOPPED! yes, hopefully the dr. will have a special miracle cure for inner ear cancer....
amazingly i made it thru my classes yesterday though i had a few touch and go moments....took an antivert before i left....then i stopped at walgreens and got some non-pseudofedrine nasal decongestant.....that helped slightly enough to get me thru the day....
in my woman's studies class we still are having presentations that are woefully behind schedule though i don't think anyone minds....remember that really fat chick who broke a chair? well she was EATING yesterday....how fucking rude...she ate a 12" sub from quiznos and then she had a salad (i'm sure for health reasons) and then 2 cookies! WTF?!?! she was drinking a pop too...i'm sure it was diet....rude rude rude....
the one book i really liked for my colloquium on american history: 1820-1900, the republic of suffering, about death and dying during the civil war, i was really looking forward to the discussion on that book...as that's what we do...read the book, write a review, then we discuss the book in class....well the lead discussant is a civil war military buff and he spent 30+ MINUTES bitching about one fucking sentence in the book!!! he was asking questions based on military knowledge and no one really knew and on and on and on....someone said the book wasn't about combat but his clue phone didn't ring....very very disappointed....
the other book, the marble man, about robert e. lee and the myth making of him, i didn't really like and actually no one in the class liked that book...i didn't care about that discussion and by that time i was totally totally drained....
i was so drained i didn't even open my mail until this morning and what was in my mail??? AN APPLE CORER!!!!!!!!!!! YEAH!!!!!!!!! THANKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so i have my dr's appointment today and have to run a few errands...i also need to do SCHOOL WORK and i must must must MUST finish that coursework and turn it in or i cannot graduate next month! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
kook called me the other day asking when jt was gonna fix her garage roof....i said i'd call him in a few days, told her i had vertigo, etc....so yesterday she calls me---never mind i have told her numerous times tuesday is my busy day that's the day she usually calls me---and says 'i'm just calling to see how you are oh and by the way what's that guy's phone #?' uh....like why not just say 'i just want that guy's #???????' like i didn't say i'd get ahold of him in a few days??? i mean...what a lame attempt at being subversive....'i'm just calling to see how you are oh and by the way what's that guy's phone #?'....wtf?!?!?! must be a christian thing to make feeble attempts at manipulation???
no, no i did not give her his #, because one, i don't have permission too--i'm weird like that and won't give out people's #s w/o their permission and two, she'd probably keep him on the phone for hours talking about god.... and then she went on about how it's been nice out and the kitties are cold, blah blah...but wait, the garage has had a hole in it for MONTHS what's the urgency NOW???? ya know???
and knowing her, she'll change her mind, say he's too expensive---though he works cheap!!! and then hire someone who charges way more and then she'll bitch about their workmanship! fucking aggravating....
tammy's husband was gonna do some work for her years ago, but she kept claiming he wanted too much money---he did not....then she wanted him to pay for supplies upfront with HIS money---though he didn't have that much money of his own to do that....and then she had issues because he was mormon and according to HER mormons are a CULT....right.....
sigh.....must be a christian republican thing? basically that people should do things for free and/or at their own expense???
oh what else...i dunno.....feel shaky and somewhat spacey....do not have time for this shit!!!!!!
that is all for now.....
inner ear cancerMonday, November 16, 2009
9:49PM
still haven't gotten much done...read an article i had too and working on my 2 book reports but i have done diddly squat on this paper i have to turn in by the end of the week! ACK! PANIC! can't do much when you can hardly walk straight....fucking vertigo...and now my right ear is starting to ache....ARGH! i'm sure that's the cancer spreading....hahaha....
not a good day!
that little girl in NC was found dead....that mother needs to be skinned alive....and the guy who carried her to a hotel room? skin him alive too....we need to bring back medieval torture for people who molest/kill children and if it's a parent, they get extra special torture!
inner ear cancer11:32AM
i took this pix a couple years to show tammy it was snowing and she was missing out! i took a picture of her whole house from the street...the house was vacant when i took this and there was nothing in the windows--no covering, shades, curtains.....i emailed her the pix and one of her kids noticed there was someone in the pix! i relooked at the pix and yes yes there is....went down to the house after that and there was ZERO footprints around the house....no footprints the following days either....
someone blew up this section of the pix in photoshop and emailed it to me.....they're looking right at me when i took the pix!!!
cue the twilight zone music....
we always thought there was a spirit of a guy in that house...i saw a man out of the corner of my eye several times there and he gave me a bad vibe...only when he was around did get a bad vibe....and the bedroom closet of the room this window is was always colder than the rest of the house....
11:14AM
this woman and i use that term loosely needs a fucking hot poker shoved up her ass....mother of missing NC 5 year old....she's charged with selling her daughter for sex basically.....the guy who was seen with the little girl has admitted he took the girl---of course he's pleading not guilty....the mother is refusing to cooperate with authorities and NOW the police say they are looking are for the little girl's body and no longer feel she'll be found alive! WHAT THE FUCK?!?!?!? you fucking sell your child for sexual servitude?!?!??! seriously, hot poker up her ass, then draw and quarter her.....
the homeopathic pills help....still shaky but better...i sit here this morning and a pile of papers i didn't even BREATH on fell over! oh i screamed!! bending over really triggers vertigo as it gets all my ear congestion moving....as my dr. once explained to me, your inner ear is like a level and when you have vertigo the fluid in the level is off center...
i am off center....in more ways than usual!
class was canceled today and i am sooooooooooo grateful!!! prof sent out an email last evening....thank you!!!
shall be going into the bedroom soon and working....MUST work....even if i can just TYPE w/o looking at the screen...i'd still be able to get some work done!!
fucking vertigo.....
even though it's not cold enough to snow the sky last night looked like a 'snowing' sky if you know what i mean....feels like it could snow today even though it's not cold enough....weird....
suppose to rain the rest of the week....blah...
alright...gonna go take some of the wal-tussin....my ears are itching like mad....i hope this means that the fluid is draining as this is really getting OLD....
Sunday, November 15, 2009
10:13PM
getting slap happy from dizziness and frustration and decongestants! though i took some homeopathic pills and they're helping....here's some of my favorite clips from the trailer park boys....
ricky gets permission to smoke and swear in court! "i'd like to tell the prosecutor to shut the fuck up" !
j-roc gets caught pulling his goalie...
then he writes a rap song about it....
you know what i'm saying...you know what i'm saying??
inner ear cancer6:47PM
any day of inner ear cancer....took an antivert right away this morning....took those 2 benadryl at bedtime....all to no avail...nothing fucking wasted day....
i feel all the fluid in my ears and it needs to get the FUCK OUT NOW! if i lounge here--on bed with laptop, i'm okay as long as i don't try to read for comprehension and i can't really read stuff on the internets either....
i did change a couple cat boxes....and i drove up to cvs to get cough drops as chewing them helps open up my ears....yes....drove...i could see straight ahead as long as i remained focused and didn't move quick....just up dayton to c. falls avenue to cvs....in the store was trickier than driving...had a hard time in there...and of course there was a fucking line...least a family of mexicans didn't come in like last time to try to usurp my place in line....
taking some wal-tussin (walgreens version of robotussin) that has a nasal decongestant in it also on top of everything else....
need to let the dogs out for a bit then i am going to, hell or high water, fucking get some work done....though it'll probably make me worse....maybe i'll take 3 benadryl at bed tonight....
SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'd rather just have mental instability thank you very much, than physical instability, as i am just not stable at all on my feet today....of course i keep dropping stuff...bending over is the worst.....
i wonder if i could get one of those ribbon magnets in a certain color for inner ear cancer support? slap that on my van....haha....no, never really loose my sense of humor!
all right....gonna let the dogs out, slowly walk back up here and fucking crank out SOME work....can't be sure of the quality, but i'll get something done....oh fuck.....i have 2 book reports due tuesday too...shit...
VERTIGO VERTIGO GO AWAY AND NEVER COME BACK ANOTHER DAY!!!
inner ear cancerSaturday, November 14, 2009
10:32PM
well today has been a total fucking waste....went to go sit outside and read and i was feeling really congested....i put the juice of a lemon in my water bottle but i was trying to read outside and the movement of my eyes got me to the total edge of vertigo....my toes were dipping into vertigo land but i wasn't all the way there...but almost....
so i abandoned that and came in and took an antivert....got sleepy...couldn't read...can't really do much.....like 8 hours later i am feeling somewhat better....ARGH! WTF?!??! gonna go to bed very soon and take 2 benadryl and another antivert so hopefully that'll deal with my congestion....
FUCKING SUCKS!!! i have work to do!!!
what kind of cancer is vertigo? vertigo cancer? hmmmm....inner ear cancer? cuz that's where it originates...yes yes we shall call it inner ear cancer....
did you read about the guy who was out of minutes on his cell phone and he needed some lovin' so he called 911 and tried to get the operator to do phone sex with him???? she hung up and he called back 4 times!!! when the police showed up at his house he said he called 911 cuz it was the only # he knew was free and he needed to have phone sex!! WHAT THE FUCK?!?!? i bet when he drops the soap in jail he'll get some lovin'....
alright....gonna pop the pills to hopefully counteract this congestion....fucking vertigo.....and i know my dr. suggested vestibular therapy if i kept getting it but there is no fucking way i'd do that....a good friend of mine went to that and she got so sick at the therapists she threw up---you have move your head alot----the therapist said that happened all the time!!! if you go and don't have vertigo it'll bring it on! who'd want to do that?! and she STILL gets vertigo just as often as before and she said the therapy did nothing....besides make her sick....why would i want to do that???
shall try again tomorrow! but i simply MUST complete this work to turn in this week or i won't graduate...oh noes! i'll get it done....i just wish i could have worked on it today...
inner ear cancerFriday, November 13, 2009
10:30PM
well i didn't climb in the garage...slow going today....didn't do a damn bit of homework either....
but i DID do laundry and dishes and i roasted 2 chickens, potatoes & carrots with garlic, made an apple crisp (didn't want to deal with rolling out a crust), and blueberry muffins!
froze most of the muffins in small batches so i can just take out a baggy of muffins some night and have muffins in the morning....obviously i ate some chicken tonight and i saved a breast for sunday but then i cut up 2 baggies full of 2 cups of white meat to freeze to i can have it handy for recipes and then i have a whole tupperware container of dark meat for the critters to partake of sunday....
whole chickens come with the innards in a bag...i put those in foil and baked them and then i chopped them all up and the kitty's had a treat while the doggies were out in the yard....yes of course the doggies got chicken! they got a hunk of skin too....not too much skin, but some.....
did up all the dishes....finished my laundry....changed my sheets and shall be getting into bed soon and shall read more of the book robert e. lee...about how the cult of lee began and he overshadows all other civil war generals....rather interesting, but i think it's dragging on too long....
that nitwit palin has a book coming out and she'll be all over the news again....they did some fact checking on her book...they = associated press....they found she has different versions of reality...gee, imagine that! she portrays herself one way but reality is different...palin fact check....fucking twit...she needs to go fuck off me land....
pan and poli should be tired tonight cuz i let them stay out in the yard for several hours this afternoon....no real fear of bees and it was a nice day...they did come and check in at the back door as i was in the kitchen peeling, chopping, etc but i told 'em to go play.....when i finally let 'em in they were pooped!
since i haven't gotten an apple corer i peeled and chopped my apples with a knife! a multi-purpose tool if there ever was one! i also peeled and chopped my potatoes with a knife! wow! multi-purpose tool to the rescue again!! target should just take their avocado slicer and replace that with a knife for sale...or could i have used the avocado slicer to deal with the apples and potatoes?? no? but the chick at target said people want multi-purpose tools!
nitwits...too many fucking nitwits in the world...
despite not getting any school work done, it was a good day....
content11:30AM
can i tell ya how bloody fabulous it was to walk into my kitchen today and have a completed floor??? it was bloody fabulous!!!!!!!!!!!!
slow moving today....have my bath water walking and then gonna maybe climb in my garage.....have some household chores to do also....dishes, cat boxes....things that i have to do this weekend, so best get them out of the way now as i have a lot of school work to do....
think i shall use the oven today...roast a chicken, potatoes/carrots, bake an apple pie, blueberry muffins and stuffed peppers! :) then i'll have some good eats cooked for the weekend and will just have reheat 'em in the toaster oven....
took a muscle relaxer at bedtime last night and my neck/back feels way better today...obviously neck/back cancer...my dr. is wrong when she says it's a pinched nerve....it's cancer! everyone has cancer damnit! gee, what would happen if everyone had cancer? i guess to get attention you'd have to say you're in perfect health?? hmmm....that's something to wonder about...
i might hook up some xmas lights soon....i'm going to set up the lights that will play in time with music!! yeah!!! and i'm gonna secure the music player i believe to the roof line so no asshole can toss it somewhere in my yard....someone climbs up on my roof i'd have to push them off....
last january i got that GE light show set up on clearance for like $20 and it's regular $100+....plug in 6 sets of lights and then it has a speaker system and plays xmas songs and the lights flash in time with the music...it is really neat!
alright, bath water is done walking....
Thursday, November 12, 2009
8:56PM
sort of a blurry shot but poliahu is continuous matter in motion, but if you notice, the FLOOR IS COMPLETE!! REPEAT: THE FLOOR IS COMPLETE!!!!!
took him a good 5+ hours! that flooring sucks!!! i'm putting down pergo flooring in my bathroom! a neighbor gave me some left over flooring they had and i'll have enough for my bathroom....
so everything is done in my kitchen that needs to be done and i just feel sooooooooo much better!!!
stopped at dollar general on my way to school to get my weekly cat litter allotment and they had a new cashier!! :D gee, wonder what happened to the christian one??? i'm sure jesus will find her another job!
also stopped at the post office to mail the discount GRE voucher ap with a $75 check...stupid test....HAVE to get my grad school ap in next week too!!! must must do that! i'd like to take 2 grad classes next semester....but i have to be accepted before i get any financial aid....
yes i procrastinate....
ran errands after class today....do NOT want to go anywhere tomorrow as i suffer from paraskavedekatriaphobia, which is fear of friday the 13th! too many close calls on the road on friday the 13th....
oo oo! speaking of driving i have to tell you what happened today, it is AMAZING! totally!!! i was driving to school in the left lane of tallmadge avenue (i do tend to speed slightly just a wee tiny bit over the limit mind you) and i got behind a vehicle that was doing the speed limit and they, wait for it, they put on their turn signal and got into the right hand lane!!! OH MY GOD!!! i mean, that's so fucking rare for someone to do what they're suppose to do driving....you're suppose to get out of the left lane and let faster drivers go and no one ever does that they just put along putting on makeup or playing canasta but this person did the right thing! THANK YOU PROPER DRIVER!!!!
i bought an 8# bag of navel oranges, not valencia and i can tell the difference...i'll eat these, but i wanted the sweeter oranges...i am an orangetard...
I HAVE A COMPLETED KITCHEN FLOOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YEAH!! and he took the AC out of my bedroom window and put up the remaining 4 ghetto storms--repaired with plastic; put plastic up to my back door and cleaned out my back porch gutter.....
I HAVE A COMPLETED KITCHEN FLOOR!!! yes, i am excited!!
alright i have to read way more on the robert e. lee book....i thought i had to read frontier women, but the next book is marble man about robert e. lee....best go get to that and i have a lot of work to do this weekend!
i need to get tires...i think i'll go over to the retread shop and see if they have at 2 pairs of matching tires for me....would save me over $100 and money is getting is tight...got a coupon for a $50 alignment so that would be cool if i could do that!
gonna go wrestle with the doggies on my completed floor before i get back to reading!
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jt is here...i wonder if i should take his truck keys from him until i get home from school? hahahahaha....
have to get cat litter today....wonder if that christian cashier will still be working at dollar general???
will report later and hopefully have pix of a finished kitchen floor...but i shan't hold my breath....
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
4:16PM - the unyielding quest for an apple corer....
seriously....wtf?! you'd think i'm looking for the holy grail or something and all i want is an APPLE CORER!!!!!!!!!! a good old fashioned sharp pointed APPLE CORER!!! not those silly apple slicers....APPLE CORER!! yes, if i say APPLE CORER enough times one will magically appear in my hand....hahahaha...'twould be nice...
so i go target....i did remember to get AAA batteries in their $1 section...so thank goodness i would have to reach and turn off the tv by hand because i mean that's like cruel and unusual punishment!
target has a nice selection of domestic kitchen tools....much better selection than VMAC, as i thought....there's an egg slicer, an avocado slicer, citrus zester right next to a tiny 'fine grater', there's a citrus REAMER, and a multitude of other kitchen gadget i never knew existed or that someone would 'need'....NO APPLE CORER!!! there's an employee in the area so i ask if they carried apple corers and not the slice thingie....she said no, that people wanted multi-purpose kitchen tools and that was too specialty....BUT AN AVOCADO SLICER ISN'T TOO SPECIALTY??? A CITRUS REAMER ISN'T TOO SPECIALTY??? she had no answer for that....crickets....
so i wandered....bad to do....got 2 sets of queen size flannel sheets for $15 each!! then i went back to the xmas section and got 2 items for edward for xmas....can't say here cuz occasionally he reads this and knowing my luck he'd read it today!!
then i went to kmart....martha stewart would have an apple corer....yes....yes she would....no, no she does not....no martha steward gadgets in the kitchen section!!! and of course no apple corer! they have a fucking flour sifter (who still sifts flour??) but no apple corer?!?!?!?!?!?
did get a few items that were 90% off halloween wise....just a FEW! like 3 things that were .30 each...and i got some discounted bubble bath.....
then i went to bjs to get some benadryl...whilst there i got some dog treats and some naked juice chai spice apple cider...that is my current juice obsession...soooooooo good! and it is just awesome when you heat it up!!
and yes, i jinxed it! jt called this morning to say he's not coming over tonight!!! he might be in my neighborhood sometime soon though and that's all i shall say....
i just searched ebay for an apple corer and they have new fangled ones that do NOT have the sharp pointed serrated tip....what in sam hell is up in the world of apple corers???
sigh...i guess i will use a knife to core my apples friday....yes...a multi-purpose tool, a KNIFE....or would that avocado slicer work?
10:04AM
shit, the post office is closed today....still will get my GRE discount voucher ap ready...actually i can mail it via the postal machine at the main post office...i think i'll do that, provided it offers delivery confirmation....
paul simon has AGED...i mean, he just turned 68 last month, but he looked so young for so long and now, wow...it's like someone opened the attic door and his dorian grey potrait was exposed to the light of aging....i think it's common that we want the troubadours to the soundtrack of our lives to never age....and when we see them aged and/or when they pass away, it ages US and who wants to think of themselves as old?
i'm just gonna go ahead and fucking jinx the jinxable...jt is suppose to come over tonight...ya think it'll happen? yeah....probably 30/70 odds....or less??
so my whole day will be adjusted accordingly, with the assumption he'll come over---i'm an eternal optimist....of course i'm sure that plan will FAIL...
sigh....
that is all for now....
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
9:34PM
forgot to mention yesterday that i have seen several LIGHTED CHRISTMAS TREES IN PEOPLE'S FRONT WINDOWS!!!!!!!!!!! what the goddamn fuck?!?!??!?!
it's been nice the last couple days so i could understand people putting out some xmas lights, but putting up the xmas tree in your house?!?! xmas trees are suppose to be magical and they are not magical when they are out for 2+ months.....the limited edition nature of them is one of the reasons that they are magical....
read the 42 page article....was alright...each page was mostly footnotes anyway....didn't do much tonight besides work on a pithy note for social security....i promptly reply to their notices....oh yes i do...it's the only courteous thing to do....
have to not only put that in the mail tomorrow---apparently they are totally overlooking that i took summer classes despite the fact i printed my schedule, my bill and my grades and sent that all to them! ain't no imaginary school you twits!!!!
also have to get my GRE discount voucher request in the mail tomorrow....have to fill out a couple things and then i'm gonna go get all the paperwork photocopied and THEN send it with delivery confirmation! YEAH! loads of paperwork to get $75 off...like they don't want people to go thru the effort...will i will you stupid fucks charging $150 for a test that has nothing to do with history!
suppose to get my tires changed tomorrow but no....not happening....i still have faith i'll find them cheaper....i did get a golden clipper in the mail today and there was a coupon for an alignment for $50, so that'll save me $25 right there...now if i could my tires cheaper than $70 each that would be GRAND.....
after i get that stuff copied tomorrow i think i shall head over to target and see if they have an apple corer...why can't i find an apple corer? no, no i do NOT want that stupid ass circle that basically slices the apple....i want an APPLE CORER....i will slice my own apples thank you very much....why can't i find an apple corer? i hope target has one...they have marble rolling pins, so they seem to be more domesticated than VMAC....
if i can find an apple corer tomorrow i will make an apple pie....if target doesn't have one i'll look at....hmmmm.....probably kmart....they sell martha stewart shit and you know martha stewart would use an apple corer....no plebeian circle slicer for her!
so in my woman's study's class presentations are being done....finished an interesting one today and the next presenters start....i think it'll be interesting...BUT....they had a 8/9 minute clip for us to watch on youtube and it was 10 minutes before the class got out and they wanted to make sure we could discuss the clip right after seeing it....fair....so they'll wait to show us the clip the next class....fair.....so instead of being done for the day---they didn't want to skip ahead in their presentation, also fair....the guy just basically talks for 11 minutes (1 minute AFTER class was suppose to get out) just to hear himself talk....oh i was seething....i kept thinking 'i will blog about you douche bag'....i think he's an education major and i already pity his students! you don't talk just to hear yourself talk if you are an educator...i don't care if you are a real bonafide teacher or a student teacher, etc....not a good plan to do shit like that!
yes....blogging....therapeutic....
need to finish the republic of suffering as i need to start frontier women....have to have both of those books finished by next week with reports and of course i have other work due next week and i'll do that this weekend.....and maybe i'll have a kitchen floor by then? i dunno why it stresses me out so, but just knowing i have to deal with it is a stressor and it's only been TWO + MONTHS!!! it just needs to be done!!!
and obviously the bathroom is going to wait until AFTER i graduate, though the rate it is going the kitchen might not be done by then either....oh i fucking hope not...no no it will be done SOON....hopefully within the next couple days soon!
i know it's an anxiety thing but it really bugs me that it's not done and of course i have to move stuff, lock out the critters, etc....once that is done i will feel so much better and less stressed....i would like to only be stressed about school right now! not this kitchen floor shit....
still trying to decide if i am going to attend graduation.....should i? i dunno....i don't like crowds and why would i want to sit there for an hour and a half to just get an empty diploma holder? ya know???? that's my thinking....and i certainly am not the party type either...i don't mind going out for an occasional drink, but i mean where would i go? eddie would probably take me to a buffay and that is not a celebration to me....bah....
dunno...alright...gonna get into bed, finish the republic of suffering and maybe watch some more hawaii 5-0! PRAISE THE LORD! JACK LORD!!! fuck...forgot to get batteries for my tv remote...can you believe i had to actually climb to the end of the bed to turn off the tv?! how fucking primitive!!!
Monday, November 9, 2009
9:19PM
took my test...i dunno...i think i did okay on the essays but there was 18 match the saying/word to the philosopher and i didn't know half of them....then there was quotes to match and i didn't know half of those either....i don't know! i know i at least got 6 points in the extra credit section!!
of course jt canceled...he called at 3:30 and i just started laughing....no, not as hard as i did in aldi's yesterday.....but i still laughed....so yes we rescheduled again....no, no shan't say, don't wish to jinx something that is already jinxed!
someone is trying VERY hard to get a mention here....remember my halloween light/motion thingie that i thought was stolen? oh no, it was tossed into my yard back by a tree so i couldn't see it until the leaves fell off.....how immature...and TODAY my metal gazing ball that has been on it's perch for 3+ years was removed....tossed into the yard....no, this didn't get blown off as it was ATTACHED....and this was tossed about 10 feet away....
be careful what you wish for, it might come true.....
have to read a 42 page article for class....not doing it tonight! will read it before class tomorrow....or skim it at least....maybe....need to finish the republic of suffering and start frontier women...that class isn't meeting this week, but i still have to turn in 2 book reports next week....have other work to do too....have a lot of other work to do actually and some has to be turned in next week....
i am actually liking the book 'republic of suffering'....not like that stupid ass lincoln was gay book!
omfg this is sooooooooooooooo funny.....family guy is making fun of marlee matlin AGAIN in a stage show and then marlee matlin COMES OUT ON STAGE!!! ROFLMAO!!! Brilliant!!!
and for marlee matlin to come out on stage and participate just shows you that people aren't as sensitive as you think and they get the joke...so those people who are always bitching up a storm about family guy need to go fuck themselves...
alright....i am much less stressed since i took my test....though i'm still gonna be stressed til get my kitchen floor done....ARGH! that should be SOON though....i will plug away until then....
you know what fucking sucks.....i took my halloween bandanna off up here on halloween when i got home and i set it on some papers....WELL because it reeked of smoke, seriously, can we just fucking outlaw ALL outdoor smoking???? my papers smell like smoke now...the smell will not dissipate.....i ABHOR the smell of smoke and it aggravate my asthma and allergies....yes i know smokers....i still hate the smell of smoke....
well, i am going to take a valium and watch disc 1 of season 7 of hawaii 5-0 i got in the mail today!!! YEAH!!!! PRAISE THE LORD!!! JACK LORD!!!!!!!!!
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